Today, As I wake up and look out my window.
I realized I lost another friend.
Its sad how life works.
Why do we die so young ?
All of us. And I can name alot of people.
Dre, Mario, Twist, Katina, Tinky, Lickson, Julieanna (My sister), Sabastian, Kenny, Now Amanda.
Its weird.
How people say god would never wish bad upon anyone.
Or put them through pain.
Yet, here I am. Sitting here. Thinking back to all these people.
He allows them into my life only to take them away permenatly afterwards.
Its sad that im starting to get use to it.
In fact. Its horrible.
Someone at my age shouldnt feel how I do.
Or experienced a portion of the stuff I have.
When I see someone hurt in front of me, dying, even dead.
It has no effect on me. How can someone grow use to that ?
It dont even move me anymore...
Im sorry..
R.I.P
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I have seen a lot of pain, hurt, and death in my life, but it will always impact me. I no longer look at losing someone as a negative. I look at them being in my life no matter how short of a time as a gift. Never grow a cold heart no matter your losses, trial & tribulations,or betrayal. You have to remind yourself that we are all human and we make mistakes and lives are taken far too young. Create a memory bank in your mind and heart of all the love you have for those you have lost and cherish that. its one thing no one can ever take from you. I love you
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