Long time no talk.

Well hello world, i def. havent been on here in a while. So much has changed and im not even quite sure where to start. I was up in massachusetts, i now moved back to my moms house, actually i plan on moving out soon. Remember when i use to say fuck every guy ? And how i was OH SO afraid of commitment ? Actually i had a post on it. Welllll, i met this one guy, we've talked for a while, considering we were just friends in october, we've officially been dating almost 3 months. He is the most amazing person inside & out, i love & absolutly adore everything about him. I love the way he makes me smile till my cheeks hurt, how i can laugh out of control. I love how we can get into petty ass arguments and within 5 mins kiss & make up & act like it never happened. I even love how he gets on my nerves. I love his little belly & his soft kisses, i loveeee the way he kisses my cheeks really fast until he smile extra big. Point is i love him. Im IN love with him. He completes me & makes me feel whole. He actually has a son. I even adore his son they look SO much alike btw lmao. Anyways, im starting to sound like a pansie.

Ive stopped talking to my grandmother. I couldnt really take the way she acted when she got drunk. I cant believe how she acts now. Its insane. And i dont have time for it especially when i went to hell and back for her. She had nerve to send me a birthday card tho and it said i was the most amazing person. Tell me how that is when she said im SO rotten and an asshole. -lovely huh.

Me and my mom have been getting along alot better. Things at home are pretty good.. for now.

I think ive become addicted to piercings. I just keep feeling the need to get them, i just recently got my monroe now. I think im going to stop & move on to tattoos now.

Cosmetology is still going good for me :)
But since i moved and all this bullshit my hours got all messed up, so im just going to start all over again, i also plan on going to school now for business & marketing. Im horrible at math but we will see where this goes.

I dont really talk to many friends now as much as i did back then, i guess i kinda grew up a bit. Also i quickly realized you cant trust NOBODY except for yourself. Many people are just fake. I dont really have time for drama. Ill pass.

Anyway, i guess this is it for now, ill be sure to come back :)